how impt are frens? they are jus as impt as family~ we need frens to survive and stay happY! i emphasise again~ we NEED them!!
from wad i feel now is tt... i can haf no bf, but i MUST haf frens. of cos bf makes my life happier after sch cos there is this someone who will always be there and listen wad i haf to say. not tt frens dun do those~ but i jus haven find 1 tt is reali my ZHI XIN PENG YOU. u know~ the one tt u can feel tt is tuly listening to all u say and will not be distracted by others. maybe, my expectations are too high. perhaps it is my memories of HER tt stopped me from progressing. perhaps it is my personality that kept pp out of my life.
i feel kind of complete now is cos i dun ask for too much. if one expects alot, the more disappointed one will be. maybe cos we haf different likes and hobbies, maybe we aren't very close heart-to-heart. but im jus contented to feel the presence of those who are still in my life. Losing one is hard enough - i do not wan to lose more.
many pp start to neglect their frens when they are attached. and in turn, their frens oso neglect them too. and when they realise, everything is too late - the gap is too big. as i always like to say, things can nv be the same again. u broke ur arm and it healed, but it will nv be as gd as b4. yes, i do reflect on my relationship with others, but i nv take action. last time i do, but it failed and scarred me badly. hui aH~ it's time to gor wup and take initiative! things wun change jus because u THINK =/
