♥i SEE her... RELAXing

Wednesday, July 30Y

30th july~

happy 19th birthday to our dear princess Jessica ^^
hope u enjoyed ur day! keke~

and oso hoped tt jin, candy and samuel enjoyed the cake keke

kiss of the wind.. 10:22 PM

Sunday, July 27Y

today~
i new member is added to our familY!!
it's baby COOKIE!!
haha~
my sister say: we have Twinkle Terrier (terror) and Cookie Monster
loL~
those who see twinkle b4 will know hor "terror" she is loL~
ling scared de XP

showing baby COokIe!!

ke ai hoR~
baby keep slping de..
den she walk and run like wriggling and she keep slipping haha =x
sooooo funnY!

at first we taught tt Twinkle will bully Cookie!
but it turned out tt Cookie bully Twinkle ^^"
she keep chasing twinkle!
twinkle keep running!
haha~ so funny =x
now i no heart study le la )=
cos keep lking at her

Profile of Cookie
Name: Cookie
Breed: sausage dog (aka hotdog)
DOB: 13April2008
Nationality: SIngapore

kiss of the wind.. 5:35 PM

tt day~ i brought my house de pasta + pasta sauce to hei ren's house!
loL~ ask him cook for me cos i wana eat HAHA =x
tt time mummy and sister went for holidays le~ so no one is reali at home )=
thx him alot for cooking for me sooooo many times =D
anyway~ the main thing i wana show is~

the mushroom tt lks like PIGU!!

so cute lol =x

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recently~ hei ren's sister is learning to make pizza for Home Econs~

so he oso made one loL~

Raw version without cheese~ he put 2 prawns so i asked him to make it into heart shape haha
if u wonder y the hotdog so ugly~
is cos we simply used hands to pluck it =x

COOKED!! haha~ yummy~ ^^

but the prawns shrinked when cooked so no more heart )=

kiss of the wind.. 5:16 PM

muahaha~
another post loL~
today de 3rd post!
i nv let my blog down hor =x
anyway~ tt time was with min b4 clinical class waiting for toilet~
den we lk at the notice board at the 2nd floor and saw something familiar~

presenting....

LING and ANDREW!!

They are featured in the Zeiss newsletter cos SPOC jus bought a new OCT fr them lol~
our models den posted fo them to take the picture haha!
heard tt it's suppsoed to be linjian???
den as we all know~ she is camera-shy )=

kiss of the wind.. 5:05 PM

ahh~ study for tml ENV test till i @_@

let me post sth oudated haha~

FIRST NDP Preview in 2008 (5July, sat)~
thx hei ren for the tix keke ^^
some picssssssss~

Nice city view take fr where i sat (=

Heart drawn by 2 planes~ so sweet~

Finale~ We are Singapore~ SIngaporeans!

Took some videos on the fireworks!

happY~!! very nice! the highlight of the whole show man =x

but i heard tt MIN watch de firewoks is nicer and MORE lo )=

bleahx!

kiss of the wind.. 4:50 PM

=)
i decided to leave the shadows of unhappiness~

thhink bout the future!!
but i reali dun wana think about my future career~
it reali makes me super pek cek? sad? afraid??

i decided to do sth! i shall think of 5happy things b4 i slp and when i wake up lol.
be reminded wad makes u happY! den i wun feel so down )=

anyway~ i went to read MAY issue of Seventeen mag in library!
here's something inteesting~
a survey was done on 150guys asking them bout love and relationships.
let me type some of the suvey results

It bugs me that alot of girls are:
INDECISIVE 40%
SUPERFICIAL 20%
PETTY 10%
TWO-FACED 4%
SMOTHERING 6%
FLIRTATIOUS 10%
MATRIALISTIC 10%

Girls who smoke or get drunk are:
NOT COOL 90%

Girls who curse and swear are:
NASTY 80%

Girls complain too much bout their weight and looks:
YES 80%
NO 20%

28% of guys have wanted to date their best friend's girlfriend

30% of guys have wanted to date their girlfriend's best friend.

30% of guys have cheated on thei girlfriends.

I love kisses that are:
SLOW AND ROMANTIC 44%
QUICK, MAYBE JUS A PECK 10%
MESSY! 28%
FAST AND FORCEFUL 18%

I've said "i love you" to a gal without meaning it
YES 40% (dotxxx)
NO 60%

I've broken up with a gal and regetted it later
YES 70% (think b4 u do!)
NO 30%

Being in love is kind of scary~
YES 56%
NO 44%

kiss of the wind.. 11:11 AM

Wednesday, July 23Y

sad to say... ignorance is bliss, and truth hurts

my heart aches alot...
it's ripping apart~
praying for an angel to appear...

suddenly i lost interest in everything~
i jus wan to find a big leaf to hide fr the rain

kiss of the wind.. 11:03 PM

Sunday, July 13Y

haix..
wo sheng bing le )=
i caught a cold and i duno when T_T
morn i keep sneezing den i felt cold...
i took temp and it was onli 37.5~
so i ate panadol...
den afte tt it went down a little to 37.3 =)
BUT evening it went up to 38.3!!
feeling horible now
muscles are aching, head is pain, nose is running, feeling cold even with jacket.

feeling so sad..
cos im all alone at home.
it feels reali bad to be alone when u are sick.
mum was on the way back to singapore~
sister went out!
bro and father went to work

i felt lost...
cos i reali duno who to omplain about my discomfort.
though complainign doesnt help~
but definitely makes me feel better.
den end up i went online to maple to chat with a few of my close maple frens.
thx for their console =)
but wad i reali wan is... my mother!
mother do miracleSsSs!
it's as though tt when her warm hand touches ur forehead, ur fever will be gone! haha

i felt reali bad to qing, min, ling )=
cos i was supposed to finish myopia thingy by today so as to collate tml!
but in the morn i did abit and my head is supe heavy )=
den i lied in bed for like almot the whole day le
im so sorry guys )=

kiss of the wind.. 8:51 PM

Wednesday, July 2Y

sometimes.. i feel like pressing a "restart" button.
wad did i do to make my life in such a mess.
i lost, i gained, and i lost again.
i fell, i stood, and i fell again.

one reason y i liked HER so much tt my world broke into pieces without her...
she made me feel my own presence in this world.
wad if 1 day i died?
will anyone carE?
perhaps my classmates and so-called frens will like "oh~ this si hui so pitifuL~ so young jiu die le "
and maybe after 1wk, they will forget such person existed.
but onli her make me feel that her life will somehow be affected by me emotionally.
at least someone will miss me.
seriously, she didnt do anything to make me feel tt way.
but she is the onli 1 who opened my lock and walked into my inner world.

kiss of the wind.. 12:29 AM