♥i SEE her... RELAXing

Saturday, August 30Y

stole pics fr min's blog and i decided to post a few on the bangkok trip lol.
i put in my previous post tt i was lz to blog bout it..
but eventually i did it!
cos it's the POWER OF BOREDOM tt made me do it @_@

anyway.. e main aim of going is to LEARN more bout contact lens and stuffs =)

e 4 of us plus ling, XT and lao chen~
thx for climbing out of bed so early to send us off ^^

air tix of the lonely 4...
e earlier flight (with the whole grp) did not enough space
so we were put onto a later flight

RED EARTH shampoo, conditioner, body wash, moisturising lotion
[provided by hotel]
the hotel is soooooo nice and comfy =)
love it~

on 2nd day...
we sit a boat to a restaurant to haf thai food for dinner! =)

lol~ first day we took foto with the logo but is outside the office...
3rd day when we are leaving, we are still taking pic with it!

and lastly~
at bangkok airport...
HOME SWEET HOME =D

kiss of the wind.. 10:26 PM

im soooooooooo bored!
and guess wad i did...
i took pics of some of the things i bought in bangkok so tt i can blog!
lol =/

anyway at the night market in bangkok we bought alot of things!
we bought almost all the gifts we wan to get and hardly any for ourselves lol.
mr sim was like O_O when he saw us taking big bags small bags
den huimin said... u see so many things right!! but hardly any for ourselves

[BORN TO LOVE HER ... BORN TO LOVE HIM]

bought a couple tee that they haf it in sg too~
it's put into a box with the pic of how it lks like (above)
but is cheaper there.
less than S$15 =)

at the third day b4 going to e airport, we shop at a shopping center...
den i saw this bag and was super excited!!
cos is superrrrrr nice!! i love it man!
but they say it's too mature and serious-looking for me )=
dun suit me!! T_T
but it's so damn nice and cheap (around 12bucks or less)
i feel very URGH if i dun buy back u see...
so i bought it for my sis instead =x
haha sounds so bad~ like gif her cos i cant use
but at least i still haf thought of her lor!! XP
(and i alr bought things for her e day b4 at the night market)

hehe pampered myself at the last day and bought things for myself HOHO
i bought 2bags for myself =)
happy!
jinjin got the 2nd bag in brown for herself ^^
so happY~ these 2 bags onli around 10bucks each =)
and their quality is better than those 10bucks bags in singapore!

kiss of the wind.. 9:49 PM

Thursday, August 28Y

a post dedicated to all the 6 of u in the KL trip + linjian...

thx for the memories =)
though the weather is against us, but it's ok..
it's like so suay till when we step out of hotel it starts to rain )=
though it's super tiring on the first 3 days cos we have to keep on travelling and taking our luggage eveywhere...
but i still enjoyed myself =)
nearly became sick.. but luckily did not ^^
we met with super many obstacles tt we find it so hard to believe!

to Lilin~
thx for cracking ur brain to plan this trip!
thx for guiding us and be our map! haha..
u are reali sooooo great! u reali know ur way
without u... we cant do anything by ourselves
and oso thx for ur leka ice cream keke =D
u are like our da jie jie~
so nice to have u with us ^^
though u haf nth to buy.. but u still shop with us.
sori to bore u out with some of our super slow speed shopping

to ah min + qing (photographers)
thx for the many many nice nice pics ^^
though i haven reali see them yet lol =x

to jinjiN~
dun feel bad for the thing tt happened on 3rd day...
we understand cos we felt tired too..
but u still haf ur stress fr FYP
cheer up~ **hugGs**

to ah ling~
haha~ thx for e joy and laughter u brought us!
u are forever so cute lol~
i will nv forget the "ROCK-A-BY-BABY... AH!" thingy
=x =x =x =x =x

to deir~
WA u are deirdre ah!
lol~ u are forever so funny and reali made the grp more lively
too bad i dun haf pics of ur superwoman thingy if not can post up XP
*bites deir*

to qing~
haha u nv fail to find us new discoveries when shopping!
u and deir makes a gd pair
haf u 2 ever think of being the next WANG SHA YE FENG =x

to min~
lol bad u!
keep scold me T_T
bite u hard hard!
haha~ but min oso haf gd pts de oh..
min is e most caring among us le..
thx for helping me take e big luggage =)

to linjin!!!
aiyo u nv go!! )=
sad le~ if not we complete grp haha~
but of cos wun forget u la ^^
u are our aircoN! dun haf u how??? =x

kiss of the wind.. 7:57 PM

Happy Buys~

. Maybelline Angelfit Foundation (RM29.90 = S$12.67)

. Maybelline Intense XXL Waterproof Mascara (RM 35.90 = S$15.21)

. Maybelline Watershine Lipstick (RM 17.90 = S$7.58)

. Secret Eyeliner (RM 13.90 = S$5.89)

. J&J Compact face powder with Oil control + SPF15 (RM 16.90 = S$7.16)

. J&J Compact mini face powder (RM 6.90 = S$2.92)

specially happy with the mascara and foundation cos cheap haha~

many pp rant bout this mascara so wanted to try =)

dun like my present foundation so want to change to sth else.

duno bout e price in sg now cos v long nv see all these things le

my eyeliner finishing so decided to try this Secret brand.

nv see this brand b4.. since the eyeliner is smooth and cheap den try ba =D

the watershine lipstick is similar to lipgloss!

it's very watery! but does not stick like lipgloss

sometimes when u put lipgloss and the wind blows~

ur hair will stick to ur mouth and hair will be sticky ewwww!

e colour i bought is quite nude.

a focus on these 2 powder...

dun haf the impression of seeing these in sg..

buy first ba lol~

tml go out den see if they haf it in sg.

J&J powder! hear it and u will think tt it's GOOOOOOOD cos it will gif u baby smooth skin XP

i wan to use the one on the left with oil control + SPF15 for daily use without make up =)

powder nia~ no need use makeup remover lol.

hm.. i duno y i wan to buy e one on e right,.. maybe i will try it as a substitue for loose powder when putting on make up.

this is easier to take out than the big tub of loose powder

Cutie Necklaces~
the giraffe (right) for my sis and the CJ7-look-alike (left) for myself ^^

Organiser with dates written by urself =)
quite cheap oh =D
bought this for myself and a brown one for sis

Bought a pair of yellow shorts (RM 45.90 = S$19.45)
not exactly cheap but..
finally found a shorts of the right length and it's fitting is nice enough!
not too tight for my elephant leg ^^

A brown bag for hei ren cos his sling bag for sch spoil le~
suits him well and of reasonable price (S$19.00) =D
bought a little casual sling bag for myself as well ^^ (S$16.10)

i also bought...
A PAIR OF WHITE HEELS! (S$20.30)
my one and onli covered heels is spoilt
so i bought a new pair~
it lks like those mary jane style.
but the strap infront is abit tight
jinjin oso wan buy de~ but hers too tight so cannot buy.. sadx T_T
actually i bought not reali cos i wana buy...
by right if tt strap is tight i wun buy de.
is cos the sales person is v nice =)
when the person is nice it makes u wana buy!
she helped me make my right shoe tighter cos my right foot is smaller

and lastly...
SATAY FISH for mummy!
there are many fake brands tt have VERY SMALL pieces and not nice taste

Left is soooooo small! the packet on the right is soooo much bigger lo!
the left brand de fish all like these size de.. occasionally u will get bigger piece
the one on the right all around this size~ occasionally get smaller pieces but still bigger than the left one

kiss of the wind.. 6:27 PM

lol.. am i bias or wad?
i lz to blog bout thailand trip!
cos it's sth 1 wk ago!
tt time when i got home was too tired to blog.
so i guess im gonna skip it =x
if u wan to know some details, pls visit MIN and LILIN blog (click to open link)
** u 2 wan pay me money for advertising for ur blogs?? =D
sori~ limited fotos cos i onli got those sent by jinjin and on min's blog de.
waiting for them to send me~
**hint hint**

Day 1 (22/8)
. meet 9am @ Kranji
. took bus 107 to Larkin in Johor
. took coach to KL
. check in to some horribly small, dirty and stingy hotel!
. eat Nandos for dinner
. wanted to go ferris wheel but raining so we went Times Square to shop
. bak to hotel
. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEIR da super woman!
**playing of superman music*
. SLEEP and squeeze

Day 2 (23/8)
. wake up eat chee cheong fan
. go take coach to Cameron Highland =)
. go to our "apartment for the night" to put our luggage
. eat Marry Brown for lunch
. tour tea plantation, rose valley, bee farm, butterfly farm, strawberry farm

TEA PLANTATION

Rose Valley~

Nice little pink daisy

Jin and me de wedding foto =x

Petals on e floor

. Steamboat dinner
. walk night market
. go back hotel
. learnt bridge lol..
. SLEEP! so damn cold! )=
(i wore 2 jackets and a blanket... still feel cold leh!)

Day 3 (24/8)
. wake up take coach back to KL
. check in to nice nice hotel ^^ happY~
. eat claypot rice for dinner
. went Mid Valley to shop
. go back hotel
. SLEEP~ yawn~!

Day 4 (25/8)
. wake up eat breakfast buffet @ e hotel =)
. went Sungei Wang shopping!
. went to Gary Kim HK restaurant for dinner
(the pork is sooooo tender! not hard at all.. recommended by jin)
. went Eye of Malaysia (ferris wheel)

Eye on Malaysia
Lilin and me taking pic while waiting for the others to cross e road lol

In the gondola of the ferris wheel

Everybody~ yeah!!

doing deir's WA face

. back to hotel~
. gif fish bite away dead skin! itchy =s

JIn's feet with fish biting~ can see my left foot too lol

. Zzzzzz

Day 5 (26/8)
. wake up eat breakfast at some coffeeshop in chinatown
. pack up check out hotel le )=

jin and me with similar top and our new bought necklace

. buy wad we haven buy lol..
. gif fish bite again
. HOME SWEET HOME ^^

our last pic taken in the hotel wearing our "group top"

kiss of the wind.. 4:54 PM

Monday, August 18Y

ytd on saturday~
hei ren's bro came back fr overseas training for NS
he went to TAIWAN!
omg everyone going taiwan except me! )=
*jealous*
haha nvm~ not impt!
he bought alot of cheap clothes and alot of mochi! haha
he bought this box of mochi for me!
so sweet of him =)
is bout 10bucks sing dollars lol.
a bit ex =s

see the box! so nice~

*OPENS BOX*

TADAH!

seems nice hor~

5flavours!

yam,peanut, green tea, black sesame and redbean!
(guessed fr the appearance)

haven open yet...

shall eat it on thurs when im back fr bangkok on wed =)

and the paper bag is nice lo~

same as the box keke...

kiss of the wind.. 12:01 AM

Saturday, August 16Y

BANGKOK [18/8 - 20/8]
-bring 2 formal (and wear 1 there)
- should i bring 1 more formal pants? (and wearing 1 there)
- should i bring 1 set of casual?
- 1/2tops + 1 bottom for slping!
- shoes? or jus keep wearing the one i wear theRE? (formal shoes)

min lilin haojin! help me ans my qn haha! =x

kiss of the wind.. 12:34 AM

Monday, August 11Y

a super old blogpost in june 2006
suddenly thought of her again...
went to find wad i wrote to make myself let go...
hope i will rmb it =)

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To realise the value of friend: lose one

it has been a few yrs since the last time we poured our hearts out to each other...
it's onli after u left me, den i realised how important u were to me for those few yrs...
i cried, day and night...
i dreamt and hallucinated..
hoping tt u will come back to me one day...
but... my wish nv come true.

is our friendship so fragile?
wad made u left me?
i tot of it day and night...
i find faults with myself...
i guess i will nv understand the reason.
有时不愿让一点最后却失去一切
is tt y u leave me?
cos of my stubborness and unreasonable?

i always contemplate whether or not to inititate a patch up..
but my ego and indecisiveness eventually conquered me..
i jus let go every chance i had
i jus duno how to treasure and appreciate
im such a failure...

i know y u held such an important place in my heart:
u made me feel important in this world...
u made me see this world fr a different angle...
u brightened up my world full of darkness..
u filled up my empty heart too...
u are always there to feel my pain and sorrow, listen to wad i haf to say...
and most importantly, u made me believe again

when u were gone, i kept convincing myself tt i will live well without u.
i put on a strong front and forced myself to smile (even when i dun feel like)
but i know im lying to myself everyday.
since u were out of reach, tt's the onli way to make me stand strong all by myself.
perhaps u are too gd for me, tt's y god take u away fr me...
i jus dun deserve u.

i reali thank u fr the bottom of my heart.
u changed me, my life, my mindset completely...
without these changes, i believe i will lead a much more worse life than now...

although u brought misery up0on leaving,
but i still want to thank u for tt.
ur disappearance made me more independent,
ur disappearance made me learn how to let go.
but believe me:
i nv hate u for leaving...

people playing as the role of "friends" walk in and out of our lives
but nv did i expect u to walk out so soon
without a reason nor explanation..
everything was so sudden tt i couldn't even recover in time.

"onli those who are comfortable with each other can sit together without speaking, for silence is pure and holy..."
i believe this feeling onli applies to u in my life so far...
i rmb some moments where we were both silent...
there's onli comfort; not at all awkward...

now whenever i tot of the past, i regretted my own actions.
i hate myself for being so cowardly and not daring to ask u WHY...
i hate myself for letting this friendship end without trying to save it...
it's onli through u tt i reali understand the importance and values of FREINDSHIP
through u, i oso learnt tt i'm not as strong as i tot - i cant handle my emotions alone..
without u, im truly a loner...
*do u know how lonely i feel these few yrs?*

i gave up the hope of us being v gd frens again long ago...
but i know i can nv forget the times we spent, cos memories can nv be erased..
i will try to hide them deep deep inside me.
"the pain lessens, but u'll always live with the loss"
till now, my eyes will still water whenever i tot of the fact tt we haf become strangers..
but those memories nv fail to bring a smile on my face =)

to all the pp out there reading...
i'm not trying to teach a lesson or sth
im jus sharing my thoughts after losing a very gd fren of mine.
i know this person will nv get to see this post cos this person doesn't even know i haf a blog..
maybe this person doesnt even remember me anymore..

dun let misunderstandings arise, for they will jus change ur life forever.
try to save things when u sense sth is amiss...
take the initiative...
dun jus sit there and wait
as you may not be lucky to see tt day arrive.
i haf oso heard stories fr frens tt lost their gd frens too...
even after they patched up, things can nv be the same again..

My main aim of this post is to haf a new beginning..

i've gathered my courage to type this out and post it up..

i shall make a promise to myself to let go completely...

this is the onli way to make me a person who is a REAL happy person.

wish me success

kiss of the wind.. 10:57 PM

NOTICE!

the thing at the side with the bear is NOT A CALENDAR!
it's a clock =)
**ah min tot it's a calendar! evidence in tagbox haha!*

kiss of the wind.. 10:00 PM

Saturday, August 9Y

hm.. i forgot to blog bout something tt i planned to blog lol
It's.. A SHOE PADDING!
keke.. 2bucks nia. cheap!
Scholl de is like 10bucks++ and another brand in watsons is like 5bucks.
though is not like super soft and thick, but it definitely makes the shoe more comfy =D

BUT the rubbery thing sticks dust.. so gets dirty and disgusting @_@
and cos it's not adhesive so will be out of place sometimes..
maybe shall stick with double-sided tape keke.
stick on my SUPER FLAT white-going-to-be-yellow shoes...
shoes tt are ultimately flat with no padding is damn pain ~.~

*in the green box, it says: for female use onli haha

kiss of the wind.. 9:25 PM

Yippe!!
changed a new blogskin haha..
abit like dun suit me hor~ like so sweet.
more of min's style ba.
but i dun care! it's cute so i put =x

anyway...
HAPPY BITHDAY SINGAPORE =)
and oso to lao chen lol..
(bleahx. dun think he can see anyways =x)

kiss of the wind.. 3:30 PM

Wednesday, August 6Y

a post dedicated to Sam...

special suit for ur role as mengnan =x

kiss of the wind.. 12:58 AM

Tuesday, August 5Y

there is no just ONE victim.
do not keep thinking tt u are e onli one affected.
do not keep thinking tt u are the lonely one.
do not keep thinking u are the most pitiful one.
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hmm.. jus thinking and reflecting.
sometimes in life, when we are met with setbacks, we always self-pity.
Be it in relationships or work, we must stop self-pitying and move on!
self-pity doesnt get u anywhere..
it onli makes u stay at the same spot waiting for people to rescue u.
Some pp are lucky enough to meet 1, but some are not.
and sometimes when things happen, we thought we are the onli one affected.
u feel the most unwanted.
but guess wad? u are not the only one.
so change ur mindset!
if not everything jus stays the same for u.

but it's all folks.
say say easy lo~ everyone oso can say
)=

kiss of the wind.. 10:08 PM

Sunday, August 3Y

haiz..
i cant sign in my msn and hotmail
T_T
keep saying my password wrong!
since ytd jiu like tt le )=

i try to reset..
but it says it will send instructions to my hotmail =.=
how helpful is tt..

the help section says that got another option is the secret qn and ans..
but i cant find that option leh

if u see me sign in msn.. that may not be me )=

kiss of the wind.. 10:34 PM

**continuation from the previous post!**
actually this part shoul comes first to serve as intro for both genders =x

Women rarely get caught ogling other men due to their superior peripheral vision.

Sex researchers report that women lk at men's bodies as much as, and usually more than men lk at women's. Women have wider peripheral vision than men. As a nest-defender, a woman has a brain software that allows her to receive an arc of at least 45degree clear vision to each side of her head and above and below her nose, so that she can monitor her surroundings for signs of danger. Some women's peripheral vision is effective up to almost 180deg!

Men literally have "tunnel vision". That's y they're so obvious when they lk at other women. They have to turn their heads.

A man's eyes are larger than a woman's and his brain configures them for a type of long-dist tunnel vision which means he can see clearly and accuately directly in front of him, though much narrower field and over great distances. Men, as a hunter and lunch-chaser in the past, need this skill.
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Men often accuses women of hiding things from them in drawers and cupboards. SOcks, butter, car keys, wallets -- they are all there, they jus cant see them. Her wider peripheral vision and her oestrogen hormones allow her to identify matching items in a drawer and later remember objects in a complex random pattern -- where the butter is in the fridge.

New research suggests that male brains are searching in the fridge for the word B-U-T-T-E-R. If it's facing the wrong way, he virtually ant see it. Cos of their tunnel vision, men move their heads to lk fo the "missing item". Men's eyesight is configured for long dist, tt's y they haf difficulty locating things at close range -- keys, socks etc.
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Women has more connections between her left and right brain, so she is able to multi-task with ease. Because women use both sides of their brain, many find it difficult to tell their left hand fr right hand. As a result, women all over the wold are citicised by men for telling them to turn right when they reali meant left.

Men's brain are compartmentalised and has lesser connections between the left and right brain, so he can onli do one thing at a time.
Take an MRI scan of a man's brain when he's reading, u'll find that he is virtually deaf.

kiss of the wind.. 11:04 AM

Friday, August 1Y

been so busy these few days )=
hardly haf time to reali do my own leisure stuffs
anyway~ read a bk recently haha..
this author was intro by my last gems teacher from body language.
tt time when i borrowed e bk, it reali interest me!
he wrote from body language to the gender differences in quite a humorous way
share with u some things i read fr the current bk ^^

Allan + Barbara Pease:
WHY MEN CAN ONLY DO ONE THING AT A TIME AND WOMEN NEVER STOP TALKING

WOMEN (left) VS MEN (right)

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Because vocab is not a hotspot in a woman's brain, she can feel that the precise definition of words is irrelevant. She'll then take poetic licence with words or won't shy away from exaggeration simply fo effect. Men, however, intepret every word as if it is true and respond accordingly.

example...

Robyn: You never agree with anything i say.
John: WHat do you mean never? i agreed with u last 2 points didnt i?
RObyn: You always disagree with me and u always want to be right!
John: Not true! i dont always disagree with u! i agreed with u this morning and last sat so u cant say i always disagree!
RObyn: You say this every time i bring this up!
John: That's a lie! i dont say it every time!

She continues arguing using emotions to fight him; he keeps defining her words.
A woman needs to learn that she'll have to argue logically with a man if she wants to win and onli give him one thought at a time.

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HOW MEN AND WOMEN LISTEN

TYpically, a woman can use an aveage of 6 listening expessions in a 10-second period to reflect, and then feed back the speaker's emotions. WOman mirror the emotions being expressed by the speaker. To somone watching, it an almost lk as if the events being discussed are happening to both women.
THis is wad exactly a man needs to do to capture a woman's attentiona and keep her listening!

THe biologial objective of our male warrior when listening was to remain impassive, so as not to betray his emotions. This emotionless mask that men use while listening allows them to feel in control of the situationm but does not mean that a man does not experience any emotions. Brain scans reveal that men feel emotion as strongly as women, but avoid showing it.

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Women define their own self-worth by quality of relationships.
If a woman is unhappy in her relationships, she cannot conecntrate on her work.

Men define themselves by their work and accomplishments.
If a man is unhappy at work, he cant focus on his relationships.

Under stress, a woman sees spending time talking with her man as reward, but a man sees it as an interference in his problem solving process. She wants to talk and cuddle, and he wants to watch football. To a woman, he seems uncaring and disinterested, and a man sees her as annoying. These perceptions are the reflections of the different organisation and priorities in their brains. Understanding this difference will not take the pressure off u and ur partner, and u will not judge each other's behaviour so harshly.
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Under pressure, women talk without thinking and men act without thinking. That's y 90% of people in jails are men and 90% of people who see therapists are women.

When men and women are under pressure...
- Men stop talking
- WOmen became worried
- Women under stress so starts talking
- Men can't handle!
- To help him feel better, she tries to encourage him to talk bout the prob
- Men feels frustrated and retreats.
- women feels rejected and unloved~ )=

Men shuts off under extreme stress or when finding solution to a prob.
Women shuts off when she has been hurt, lied, or abused.
So if a man completely shuts off, he'll be fine, so let him do it.
But if a woman shuts off, there's trouble brewing and it's time for a deep discussion.
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Women see eating out as a way to build and nurture relationship, discuss prob or support a fren. When eating out, women call eveyone by their first name.
If Barbara, Robyn, Lisa and Fiona go to lunch, they will call each other Barbara, Robyn, Lisa and Fiona.

Men see eating out as a logial approach to food - no cooking, shopping or ccleaning up. WHen out, men will avoid intimacy with other men.
If Ray, Allan, Mike and Bill go out fo a dink, they refer each other as Dickhead, Wanker, Numbskull and Useless.

kiss of the wind.. 12:01 AM