sometimes.. i feel like pressing a "restart" button. wad did i do to make my life in such a mess. i lost, i gained, and i lost again. i fell, i stood, and i fell again.
one reason y i liked HER so much tt my world broke into pieces without her... she made me feel my own presence in this world. wad if 1 day i died? will anyone carE? perhaps my classmates and so-called frens will like "oh~ this si hui so pitifuL~ so young jiu die le " and maybe after 1wk, they will forget such person existed. but onli her make me feel that her life will somehow be affected by me emotionally. at least someone will miss me. seriously, she didnt do anything to make me feel tt way. but she is the onli 1 who opened my lock and walked into my inner world.
